fog.

convo between me and amber over a beer.

amber: what did you do today?
me: ...i applied for some jobs.
amber: right. of course. you would be doing that.

i'm afraid my days have been boiled down to that mundane full time job. there are finally more jobs out there now that the holiday season is over with. maybe someone will like me and actually give me a phone call. yes?! realistically i am reminded that it usually takes about six months to find a decent job. i'm at the three month mark. so i have a bunch of free time to think and overanalyze and watch clouds and obsess over minor details. tomorrow i'm meeting S for dinner at an indian restaurant and i might go to ladies' night.